i am not emo

2007-05-19T11:54:00.001+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY MOVING TO LIVEJOURNAL!

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but i will still leave my posts here. GOODBYE BLOGGER!

2007-05-19T11:54:00.000+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY MOVING TO LIVEJOURNAL!

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but i will still leave my posts here.

2007-05-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

shilin said i look like a principal.. thanks ah, thanks.

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replies to tags:
kris: u where got fat lar!?! u are like a bamboo already lar! don't show off ur thin-ness to me lar. HAHA!
S: ahh... there's not a need to. coz i love you too! no wonder u are getting fat too. eh?! nono.. u are not even fat lar. stupid la, the 2 of u! boo.. i hate thin people!!
Dan: haha. KPO!

2007-05-03T10:22:00.000+08:00

let me tell you a story..

one day (actually, it's today), a girl dressed up in blue uniform, all prepared to go school and decided she should wear spectacles for the day since her contact lens was dued. while she stepped out of the house, her every-morning-must-meet kaki smsed her to tell her to go school alone because she was having some problems with her stomach. suay as she already is (by wearing specs and not having to go school with her stomachache-friend), she had to look up at the MRT board which flashes 2minutes for the arrival of the next train towards Pasir Ris. she dashed up the escalator with full might and... and... and...

FELL DOWN

omg, it was indeed embarrassing. but she had to brace herself up and chiong for the coming train. so she topped up her negative valued card and ran up another flight of escalator again. blood was dripping from her shin and mind you, it's thick dark red blood oozing out. scratches are found at both her shins and her thigh. alone and in pain, she shivered. and of all people she had to see, she saw this oh-so-you-fell?-you-are-like-omg-damn-clumsy person. that person kept insisted that she was clumsy so she fell, without even asking how she was, let alone lending a hand for her to lean on. luckily, she met her other 2 friends at the MRT station and helped her. thanks.

understatement of the day:

NEVER RUN UP THE ESCALATOR

**

so here i am, sitting in front of the computer, typing what happened in that few hours of the morning (and just realized that it's STILL in the morning), while others are in school having lessons. what a self-declared holiday.

coincidentally, my stomachache-friend is also not in school. get well soon, girl! =)

i think i'm still lucky in a sense that i could use this day to touch up on all those i've not covered from the collected-dust pile of work. so off i go, first thing to clean off the dust and start working on my pile, while waiting for the boyfriend to pop by. =)

2007-05-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

it has been on my mind all this while..

is it true that being in love will make someone fatter?

i've been ALOT fatter, i admit. i cannot believe it! though i haven't fish out the weighing machine from the webbed storeroom, i still feel my fats clinging onto me like a koala bear to a tree. i hate being fat, really. i have been eating well after 8pm everyday for dinner and sleeping right after that because i feel tired. is it me or is it just the love, like everyone has been comforting me about?

actually i should feel happy. because if the above question is true, it means that i'm in SO MUCH love. but at the same time, i feel sad when i feel fat. so.. should i feel happy or sad? it's so contradicting!

i asked THE BOY one day about this and i came to this conclusion.. i want to be in love and thin at the same time, though it's pretty much difficult. oh wells. i should just start my gym-ing and swimming soon. so i can be healthy, in love and thin at the same time. my true happiness. =) haha.

i hate public holidays because i cannot meet up with him because i have to go out with my family because today is my parents' 20th anniversary because they fell in love when they were teenagers because they were attractive to each other because... yea, and the story goes on. i think i'm sick -- love sick to be exact. BOO!

2007-04-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

replies to tags:

vold: haha. i thin this one nicer right, RIGHT!? yea, he looks terrible normally alr. haha. =P
rena: ROARS! I MISS YOU TOO!! =(
wilson: haha. no lar, i play such a minor part in percussion only sia!
shuning: LOL! ya lar. made me so pai seh. but there was one day i say another SOMEONE holding SOMEONE's hand crossing the road at near mj there ah!
cedric: yea, i heard you guys shout. thanks!! haha. ya lar! LOOOONNGG tickets are sold to LOOOOONGG people what. ;)
ser: haha. ya lor. made me feel so kuku. lol. no wonder you prefer me. HAHA
kris: definitely! more than a zillion. it's infinity times better lar! haha. I LOVE YOU TOO! =))
shiqi: YOYO! I WAN TO GOOOOO!!! inform me about more details. heehee.

2007-04-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

this week flew by so fast that i didn't even know today is actually Saturday. i spent most of these days emo-ing, without knowing the real reason behind. i find myself waking up in tears and sitting through lessons suddenly wiping away my burning tears. OMG, it's embarrassing. i'm already close 18 (<5 months away) but yet i'm still dropping my tears for unknown things. argh..

thank you, my friends, who showered their love on me and tried to give in to me whenever, where ever, whatever. i feel so loved. thank you. =)

i got my new specs already. i thought i would look nice in that, but apparently i'm not too happy about my new specs (because i didn't take it's photo). maybe i shall sleep on it again and i'll get my new ones again. mwahaha.. (ok, actually i'm not that mean)

i bought my slippers! it's really embarrassing when i walked around Bugis in my old slippers with the front part of the sole falling and slapping damn hard on the surface i walked on. i bet somebody walked past me sniggering. like, thanks ah.

on a totally light note, i feel extremely happy today (though MR TTYS didn't want to take photo with me). after all the rain and thunder, there's bound to be big big sunshine. i felt the sun beating down on me strongly today (literally and not-literally). the biggest credit goes to mr boyfriend, who pathetically has to suffer my attitude problem in silence. thank you so much. you are more than what you think you are to me.

i love you

2007-04-22T10:34:00.000+08:00

a week ago, i sat in front of the computer thinking of what to type for the past week. and now, i'm here a week later, thinking of what to type for the past week again. i think week-posting is not a very good idea, it reminds me of my poor memory.

i think lessons are interesting when the teachers can relate really well with the students, where jokes and serious things are clearly and un-clearly defined at the same time. argh, the contradictory. thank you, teacher, for opening up my mind and allowing me to think more clearly. the talk with you made an impact to me. thank you.

wei jin's 18th birthday swensen's ice cream cake by Mr wong. =)

i seriously sucks at standing broad jump. boo. i need stronger legs to jump more than my height. boo. i have to retake the bloody 6 items in May all over again. boo. with my results from the other stations, i can well get a GOLD la! boo. i have to re-run my 2.4km, when i ran less than 15 minutes this time. boo. i have to break my own record again. boo. how many records do i have to break? boo. but never mind, at least i have the integrity.

i got my new 3-in-1 printer!! =)

getting pissed every now and then by even the smallest matter. i think my temper has been trained to become worse. i used to be tolerant and not giving any attitude
to just anybody. oh wells. i think i'm a freak. at times, i just show my attitude and not care about anything that is happening around me; but i think it is worse off when i'm truly feeling down yet i still have to put on a cheerful front so that nobody asks me what happened. i want people to care about me, at the same time, i don't. i just need someone to understand me, but i think there's none.

the east zone concert cordially put up by MJ, VJ and TPJ was 21APR, yesterday. this is the first time that i didn't ask any of my friends to the concert. this is the first time that i sold the least tickets. this is the first time that i only play a teeny weeny part in a concert. when i receive my tickets, i just passed them to my parents and asked them to go, because my brother was going to perform solo for that concert. i bet they went for my brother. oh wells.

the full guan yue

i was angry, pissed and tired yesterday. i told you about my fiery temper nowadays. why can't some just understand?! at most times, i mix angriness and sadness together. i think they go together. but, i hate it when people conclude that i'm just tired when i'm not. i hate it when people conclude that i'm just angry when i'm not. i hate it when people just... don't understand anything. ARGH! i'm difficult to understand lar.

randomly,
i want my girlfriends to go shopping with me. i want to do my shopping! i want shopping to take my sadness away. shopping is my drug. i want to dress up prettily and go shoppingggggggg. i so want to whine. i think i neglect my girlfriends a lot lately. i should make time for them. i hate school work.

this is the most spastic series of photos i took this week. credits to yun long who tried to look angry..

and the result of sleeping on the sofa on a tired night..

**
now, i begin to wonder.. whether i'm right at my decision.

oh damn it.

2007-04-15T10:50:00.000+08:00

co occupies most of the days in a week. monday, wednesday, friday and even saturday are occupied. i just hope everything will end damn soon, of course with a remarkable end. we have less than a month now, co-ians. hang on there! =)

12apr07 is the happiest day of the week because of the presence of my monkey god. he made everything possible! i just want to spend my time being with him. <3

i have been going home late almost everyday. i know my parents aren't exactly happy or proud of me doing that because actually i don't go home late often. a good girl i WAS. but on the other hand they can't equate going home late to being a bad girl. ok, i admit i haven't been doing my work and i am always distracted. oh wells. i will work hard, REALLY. i will get that bursary award for MID YEAR. I WILL. i shall start studying already.

MY PHONE BILL HAS EXCEEDED! boooo.. i couldn't sms or even call for 7 long days. =(

anyway, on a lighter note, i got A for PW. woohoo! thanks constance for your constant nagging. although my group didn't achieve 100% A, but nobody got below B, which is already good enough. i think my class achieved 50% As and Bs. COOL huh! =)

i think this post sounds kinda random but i just want to do some update lest someone complains my blog is dead. bleah.

some random photos taken..

I LOVE LONG BUS RIDES! yay!

2007-04-15T10:24:00.000+08:00

replies to long-time-no-reply-tags:

kris: thanks babe! i know what u talking about. =) all the best to u too, although i guess u don't need it. haha.
sebas: aiya.. i can't go what. u all never invite to the next LOR!
ser: haha. =P
xilef / doris: oh oh.. suspended cymbal is known as diao cha. haha.
kris: SORRY HOR! who looks younger? hahhaa. =P
vold: haha. u sure u qualified not? ltr u anyhow cast here cast there, i die sia! haha
cedric: YES I KNOW!!!! YIPPEE!!! U ALL DAMN PRO LAR!!! =))
cw: lol. how come u have to know? thanks. all the best to u too! =)
ser: haha. u ate it b4 too huh! haha. cool rite. but i tell u, CALAMARI is better!!
`fatiN: haha. i take that as a 'thank you', so i say U ARE WELCOME BABE! <3
S: HAHA! ya lar ya lar. pretty smooth gorgeous JIE SHI's hand. sorry ffor lying, coz i was late so have to por u lar. haha. =P
pierre: haha. far east or raffles. next time i bring u go eat eat lar. haha
doris: haha. THANKS A MILLION!!! =) haha. romantic wat. LOL.
ser: relinked. =)

-- sorry for the late reply. heehee.

2007-04-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

CO ended late at 8pm. some may say that we are chiong-ing super hard for SYF. i certainly do hope so that it is true for all members in CO. but... oh wells.

CO is so stressful. school work is so stressful. friends' problems are stressful. ARGH! everything is stressful lar. i just hope somethings will just take my mind off those. thanks.

2007-04-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

my penchant for a handsome Monkey God. =))

2007-04-08T09:18:00.000+08:00

03Apr07 Tuesday

went down to TECC to see how the juniors of PRSSCO play. really, i was damn touched when i hear their pieces. PRSSCO -- the shared laughter, the shared sorrows, the shared memories, i will always remember. i love the juniors, the seniors and the same-batchers. i'm so missing all of them. =(

04Apr07 Wednesday

PRSSCO really do us proud. we clinched something that was pretty unexpected... but expected at the same time: GOLD WITH HONOURS. if i were there to support them, i would have screamed YES AH! straight into the ears of the person next to me. PRSSCO, i love you. =)

how i wish MJCO would have achieve almost the same kind of response i had for PRSSCO on 10May. SYF is just 6 days and a month away...

05Apr07 Thursday

changi village is.. =))

07Apr07 Saturday

had CO from morning till evening. it's the crucial training now. damn. but i think that the idea of instructors coming to teach is really beneficial. i think Saturday trainings are best. we get to learn the most things and i like to learn new things. haha.

i changed to percussion, playing the huh?-what's-the-name instrument. i love being in the percussion section because it's so cool to play these instruments with force. imagine you were in a fed-up mood.

**

north-point is in yishun, now then i know. haha. =))

2007-04-01T12:43:00.000+08:00

i get pissed off easily nowadays. i don't know why. i hate hearing things about me going round the school. i don't care whether it's good or bad. really. it's pissing me off.

march has always been a very lousy month for me since seconday school days. maybe the curse revived again. eww..

**

anyway, on a lighter note, i think this looks nice.

if i could get my hands on these..

2007-04-01T10:48:00.000+08:00

26mar07 Monday

went to TM with Bang, thinking of catching a movie. but we just walked around and had dinner. and we did the most fascinating thing that i have ever done on a weekday -- walked back home all the way from TM. i think it was kind of a 2-hour walk, but the walk somehow seemed short. maybe my legs grew longer? hmm.. =)

28mar07 Wednesday

CO recruitment is dead. i think this time the numbers dropped really drastic. i'm getting really worried for CO. i have been feeling like this all the while, but recently i seriously think that we should not be showing our fright to the public, this really give the impression that CO is not doing well.

issues of me not even showing any tinge of stress of CO not getting good results for SYF is going around like nobody's business. i said, it's not me not being stress or what. it's me being optimistic and trying to cheer you guys up. who doesn't feel stress when their own cca is turning upside down? i'm even more worried than you, i'm even more stressed than you. other ccas are facing problems too, but do we know? do we have to be so transparent as to let other people know how we are doing, how bad we are doing, in fact? it's not the right time.

instead of having the politics coming all over again, why not we join our hands together and and work hard in fighting for ourselves in achieving what we really want for CO? isn't this a better choice?

damn, i'm tired of all these.

29mar07 Thursday

the exploring nerve strikes yet again, on a wrong day though. Bang and i decided to climb the 'hill' towards AHS and 'explore' around. i've been living in this area for around 5 years and i still don't know how the nearest block of flats look like, let alone it's block number. i'm not a direction idiot, it's just that my family don't really go round exploring what's there or not. now, i really want to get the feel of what a real neighborhood should be like. yes, it's on a wrong day. but nevertheless, we did it. =)

headed down to block85 (the only real block number i know) and had dinner. i realize i kept eating dinner nowadays when actually i could skip them last time. i always thought i could skip any meals without feeling hungry till the next meal, but i realize i can't now. i fear that gastric pains will come knocking into me again so i have to spend the money on food. i used to think that spending money on food is a total waste, but come to think of it, it's a blessing to EAT even the simplest food.

on the other hand, maybe i am influenced by the people i hang out with nowadays. they eat alot. they don't even feel full when they actually ate more than i do. the worse thing is: THEY ARE NOT FAT! damn. i hate these people.GRR! maybe i should hang out with anorexic(s)...

30mar07 Friday

big ugly spots crawled onto my skin while i was having CO practice. i was totally freaked out. they were so itchy that i felt like gunning my spots-infected-legs down. thanks to jenny, geraldyne and those who strongly scolded me for scratching. i know the scoldings are for my own good, but they are too itchy ah, i had no choice.

CO ended with a 2hour exco meeting. quite alot of things settled, i hope. this should at least rest some of our minds.

31mar07 Saturday

met up with jie shi to fix fatin's birthday present early (no, i mean lately. because i was late. SORRY!). we had a hard time trying to hide those ~~censored~~ girl's stuff from the public in LJS while at the same time trying to rush to meet the other 3 girls. on the whole, i think the box looks pretty impressive. =) thanks to the most creative 2: jie shi and me. *grins*

headed down to far east with jie shi, meeting up with lin2, kristin and fatin to have the much craved... FRIED MARS BARS!

it's not bad, but i still think the calamari rings are better. =) i'm a sotong fan! heehee.

when we saw the neoprint shop, we were screaming like mad little girls (but we are 18), just because we haven't been spending money on neoprints. haha. and i seriously think the neoprints turn out really pretty! i love the girls! we passed fatin's present to her and boy, should have taped down her expression. haha. i think the inside is pretty interesting huh! =)

oh oh! and we see an interesting affair going on. had a little chat with the interesting couple and we, being girls, blatantly insisted that they should be together and we went on with our own shopping.

some auntie mistook us for 12 years' old girls. =.= should i feel insulted or happy? but i was damn shocked when even kristin was mistook for being 12 years' old. it's not that kristin looks old, but really, 12 YEARS'?! we are not that young lar. or maybe, we DO look THAT young.

**

mr wong called my mama to tell her that i am underachieving in chem. as expected, she's not too happy about that. but she didn't know that MORE teachers will be calling her. damn. i just hope the teachers don't really bad mouth about me, if not i'll die of a horrible death. actually, i deserve it la. i really didn't put in any effort for block test and i just totally sucked lar. i have no idea, i think i've gone stupid. no matter how much attention i paid in lecture now, i still don't get what the lecturer is talking about; especially physics. i'm in such hot shit soup and i think my As will be dead if i still don't buck up. damn.

some angel, please descend to help me. =(

2007-03-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

felix... my official entertainer.

how i wish i were still a j1. lol.

2007-03-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

replies to tags:

doris: haha. ya lar! u've seen the original cute one. wahahaha..ya lar! sunday lehhh..u not meh?
kris: HAHA! i always demand from u ah, then nothing happen because somebody is busy maintaining her SHARED BLOG. lol. come darling! i wan to go shopping with u!!!
`fatiN: thanks ah thanks. =.=
redporridge: LOL! funny laaaaaa. hahaha. i chio ke peng whenever i come my blog. LOL!
Dan: haha. actually, i oso lost ur no. ah. LOL! nvm laa.. i also cannot always reply. lol. thanks!
xilef: =) my entertainer. LINK ME LAR! haha
HEHE: yes, math was crap. HOHO is crap. OOPS! hahahha
pierre: HEYHEY! =)
yanqing: good that u are over him. stay strong, baby! =)
Zhu Ren: haha.. is u and AHEM scandalous mah. no lar, it's not scandalous. it's a FACT! haha
mImI: ya lar ya lar. liang tong you. have to post so big in ur blog one meh? LOL!
S: hahhaa. miss u babe! lets go shoppinggggg!!! =)
ruiyang: haha! i was blog hopping and I SAW URS!
GOHHEHE: hi GOHHEHE aka VIA.L =P
lins: haha.. trying to look inside ur clothes lor. LOL
`fatiN: lol. coz u are a happy woman. =)
kris: I LOVE YOU TOO DARLING! muack =)
via: hahahha.. ya, u angry ah? he's ur...?

**

i think my blog's previous entries quite funny. QUITE only. hahaha. =P

2007-03-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

sunday mornings are boring when i don't meet up with anybody. for the past few sundays, i've been meeting up with sebas, shilin or bang. tday when i get the official rest, I'M STAYING AT HOME!!!! =(

mahjong-ing and having co meeting with co exco is so fun lar! haha. so cute!

but a cuter thing crosses my mind...

wahahaha. =P

2007-03-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

went to VJ for a co meeting with the east zone JCs co. ahh.. not bad, quite productive. only i think the people are NOT very friendly. lol.

had lunch with joshua and elvia at mos and i think we are like crazy lar. i only spent 1.50 on the hamburger. *grins* i'm on my saving plan! =) heehee.

ELVIA GOH HEHE is a crazy girl but i, FIONA ONG HAHA, love her. =))

2007-03-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

went to school for a 1 hour plus torturing econs lecture with ms wong. but it's ok! i will study from now on!!

went to mimi's house before going for co which starts at 2. so funny lar, that girl. =) so nice to chat with her but it's NOT nice to watch video with her. she keep replaying whatever she missed and made me watch that particular part for the 7th time when she had already watched it. thanks ah.. =.= haha.

co started and i don't know why i was damn pissed. i'm so sorry guys. i realise i always put on a foul face whenever i'm in co. there's just so many things to do and adding on to that, the conductor.. sigh, i don't wish to mention about him here. it just irks me. i always thought it's ok and everything will turn out fine eventually, but he's like gettting more and more... co pple, u guys know. anyway, what can we do? we only have to accept before he turns more rebellious than we are. OMG! i'm worried for syf.. sighh..

it started raining heavily when we wanted to go blk 85 to have dinner. but HOLA! it stopped raining when we reached there. made our mood all lightened. because we were all starving before we reached and we were kinda quiet.. even my entertainer. haha.

but we had a good laugh, or ALOT of good laughs for me, through the dinner and i really love them. thanks people for making my night. =) here's a tiny video which made me go bonkers..

<3

2007-03-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

i put all my efforts in math and yet........... sorry NG HOHO, i didn't mean to disappoint u. =( HEHE.. HOW?!

**

shi lin and i decided to go collect out pretty seventeen card at SPH today. and yes, we spent a bloody long time searching for the SPH. wasted so much time on walking and wasted so much water on perspiration. lol. we were striding through every little lanes finding for Genting lane. damn Genting lane for being hidden into no place of macpherson. and bloody 125 took so long to come. but alas..

we just went there to take the card for... 5 minutes. =.= but it's pretty la and it has my name on. HOHO!

SPH is so pretty with all the pretty photos lying around!!

and we waited damn long for 125 to c ome again and off we go to bugis. ahhh.. SHOPPING! =)

we wonder why there are so many sales arund now. is it the march holidays aftermath sales? lol. i spent quite alot today as compared to previous few shopping. i bought a skirt, a shirt, a pen and spent on food. shilin spent on... a pen, a shirt and food. lol. if we bought just a few more dollars.. i'll be able to buy my necklace, my perfume, my shoes, my... BUGIS. haha..

love u darling! hope we can maintain our relationship for long as long as we got married and stuff. hahaha. muackx. =))

2007-03-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

chem chem chem is dead dead dead

ahh.. forget it la... i don feel like caring anymore. GRR!!

STUDIED 6 pages of vector(4) with bang through 5hrs plus. productive huh!

how i wish we could just play and have fun and not care about studies at all. boooooo..

I WANT TO PLAY ALL I WANT!!

kk, i'm 18. sorry. =P

2007-03-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

u know the NEWEST equation of mj life?

PHYSICS
+
ECONS

=

CRAP

GAH.. i hate it. i didn't study and i'm complaining so much. boo..

**

guess what?! my brother is infected with the deadly virus....... CHICKEN POX!!! damn it. it means i will have it too.

I DON WAN MY FACE TO BE COVERED WITH SPOTS!
I DON WAN TO HAVE FEVER
I DON WAN TO FEEL WEAK ALL OVER
I DON WAN.... =(

nevertheless, wish him GET WELL SOON. =)

thanks bang for teaching me through the phone.

U ARE A GENIUS! =))

2007-03-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

I'M WATCHING OVER YOU!!

best luck for block test, meridians! =)

2007-03-15T02:22:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

galaxier: HELLO! =)
yanqing: hey hottie! i'm still there for u.. FRET NOT! i'll come save u from ur misery!! cheer up
`fatiN: haha. tt's my sis's shoes btw. =P see? i got cool dress sense. hahahaha.
via: YESYES! but too bad. he's a...... HAHA
ser: homecoming dinner is for all alumni people from my sec sch to get tgt. lol. I MISS YOU TOO! =)
JeNnn^: HAHA! i learn from u one wat, ZHU REN. lol
mimi: LOL! destroying meh? she cute wat. haha. u watch out. u do more unglam stuff and......
abby`: haha. thanks. but I LOVE U! =) [ps: i love my blog too. lol.]
pierre: of course u'll win! u are the princess leh!! i'm wat?! lol.
Dan: yea, i know him. haha. ok lor.. not bad lar. get to see alot of pple. haha.
via: =P i will go train my height lar. CANNOT AH!? got problem isit?! hahaha. =P
`fatiN: haha. thanks. but.. i don have ur perfect skills in photoshopping ah! haha.

**

ahh.. sending MMS is so fun. drop me a MMS anytime. haha. so fuN! =)

2007-03-15T01:53:00.000+08:00

my friends, i love u. i really do. REALLY! as time goes by, it's getting harder for us to breathe. but let's just hang in there and everything will turn out fine eventually. =) cheer up people!

to YANKENG:
hey babe.. i know it's going to be tough, but i know u this strong girl will pull through. the feeling sucks. but i'm there for u, yea? stay strong darling! he's NOT worth it. he sucks. maybe.. u'll prefer mark? hahahahaha.. we'll meet up asap when my block test is over ok! muacks.

to MIMI:
although u always say it doesn't affect u in anyway and u'll stay cheerful and happy like normal. this is what i'm afraid of. deeeeeeep down inside u, there's some thing u just couldn't bring it up.. it's ok, i understand. i'm always beside u, whenever; where ever; whatever; whoever; why-ever; how-ever.

to AUDREY:
cheer up darl! let's not let that matter affect ur emotions anymore yea? just let it be.. we can do nothing. or just knock some sense.. maybe when time is ripe, he'll just wake up. we have alot of catching up to do yea? love u! cheer up sweetie.

to BANG:
ya lar.. if u are happy with whatever u do, just don care about other pple yea? wearing a facade is not healthy for ur face, u'll grow pimples. my ears are big for u, tell me anytime. it's opened. ur words don need a password to enter. it's FOC. =) cheers~

to PIERRE:
U BETTER CHEER UP AND TALK TO ME!

to JIESHI:
u can just open ur mouth and talk to me. no need to backspace ur words and retype using another word to replace ur real feelings. i love u the way u are. don have to hide from me. let's have some retail therapy after all the bloody tests are over ok? muacks!

Wednesday

met up with kak and fatin to mug mug mug. =) exchanged some interesting pieces of information, of course. but there is one that put me off completely. i'm so going to find out the truth... MWAHAHA..

Tuesday

had co and we went to ikea for lunch. i think the food not bad, the price also NOT BAD. i think the 3 bucks cheesecake is nice. thanks darling CG jenny. =)

then me and elvia went for mr n.h.j's math consultation. he's super nice lar! he motivated us and even sent a mms to us! how cool is that. i'm so not going to disappoint him and work damn hard, to show him i can really work hard if i want to.

on that note, i realise i'm pretty lucky. coz i have great teachers helping me along my way to get straight As for A level. thanks a million, my beloved teachers! =)

**

more photos from homecoming!

more will be coming!

2007-03-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

reply to tags:

kris: haha. funny right! =P
lins: lol. aiya.. now i know liao mah.. lol
capt: eh! 3 of them are miss hong kong lar! who's jade seah? k.. i go research again. LOL
JeNnn^: haha.. i'm a CG wat. lol. =P
Dan: lol. obviously is cannot lar! my height is limited u know! lol.
via: hahhaa... aiya.. who knows?! LOL. =P den u tink kitty can?! hahaha.
`fatin: haha. thanks. =P
Geraldyne + redporridge: haha.. orh. thanks. i donnoe mah. lol. limited grammar ah! =P

2007-03-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

GP BLK TEST = FAIL

damn it. i thought it would be pretty easy because the passages are all about blogging. and i thought i could apply.. BUT HELL NO! it's about damn politics. damn! i hate politics. grr..

**

what's this..

plus this..

??

hahaha.. so idiotic. =.=

credits to: my feet.

2007-03-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

she's the cutest girl i've ever met. much loves, darling! heehee. =)

2007-03-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

met up with bang and kak to study and talk in mid noon. what a happy family! =) heehee

**

prss homecoming dinner 2007!

more photos will be up soon. =)

hightlights of the dinner:

roland restaurant, at marine parade carpark near NTUC
71 tables all full
means.. 710 PRSS people!!!
a lady showed half of her both breasts
table mates: rena, steph, sbb, stephen, ben, ming, boon, april, tim and steph's bf (11 pple)
caught up with some seniors AND juniors
hugged mdm goh, ms sim, ms ho..
saw mr hoo... aiya, alot teachers lar
MR OW SANG "AI PIA JIA EH YIA" funnily.. he's a discipline master for ur info!
mr wong (CO tcher-IC) sang beautifully. <3
8-course, i think. but think i only ate 4-5 courses. lol
kin lung and siok wen (our batch poeple) sang OH-SO-NICELY!! i'm melting.. =)
photos photos with everybody!

MORE WILL BE UP =)

what a lovely day. <3

2007-03-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

she's sooooooooo pretty!!! MISS HONG KONG 2001 -- shirley yeung.

yes.. i know, it's 6 years ago since she got her tittle.. seriously, i didn't know about her existence till she came out in the recent 10pm show on channel U ANGELS ON MISSION. she's so pretty and so cute! one important thing.. she has a dimple on her left. =) i have a dimple too! mwahaha..

ahh.. let's now compare miss hong kong to miss singapore. they always say that miss singapore is always a.. more inferior one than the others.

but coincidentally, jamie teo is miss singapore 2001. she also has a dimple.

i think it's no coincident. maybe.. dimple girls will be Miss Their-Own-Country.

and maybe...

maybe...

maybe..

u'll see me one day on the screen wearing that crown. wahahahahaha...

2007-03-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

JeNnn^: lol. very funny right.. i can make it even more artistic. haha. =P
capt, lvb: haha. yupps, i'm ok already. thanks!
joQUEK: haha. love u babe! u rock!! =)
xilef: LOL! FUNNY MAN!! =)
via: haha. thanks babe. muackx.
yanqing: YA LAR! tt mel mel.. =.= haha. so.. WHEN'S OUR NEXT MEETING?!?!?
`fatiN: haha. thanks.. but.. it's not well lar. lol. long time nvr see ur name appear here already ah!
capt: lol. ya lar.. u so shuang. BOO!
via: haha. miss me right!! =P
lvb: lol. ya lar.. u giving norbit free advertisement isit?! haha.

thanks to those who sms-ed me to ask me to chill down too! =)

2007-03-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

i didn't know SOMEONE who read my blog and reflected that the previous entry made his mood badder and made him want to kill pple. =.= next time read my blog with a happy heart lar! then u'll not feel like killing people. lol.

i'm ok already, people. i just felt like typing all those down to vent my anger. coz no one was around for me to scold. haha. =P

**

sometimes i wonder..

how come even when we dig our ears EVERYDAY, there's still some ear shit stuck inside? i really do dig my ears religiously EVERYDAY, but still.. there's ear shit. i really get damn pissed off when i dig something out from the ears.

but i remember there was once when i was still primary 4 or 5, i have a friend who don't dig his ears and his ear shit accumulate till he gone partial deaf. i asked why didn't he dig his ears then. and his reply was that his ear shit was too hard and the moment he touched it, it hurted. (i think there's no such word, but cannot say "hurts" coz it's in past tense right?) so he had to have his lump of thick-hard-disgusting-eeewly ear shit operated off so he can hear again. this story spurred me to dig my ears religiously ever since.

i wonder how does ear shit form. this lead me into thinking how nose shit is formed. ok, i know this is getting nowhere and disgusting, but i just think of all these rubbish when i'm free... and not free.

and while i'm on the topic of ear shit, i just realised through my research that ear shit isn't called ear shit. it's called EAR WAX. *applause* (at least i learn something out of my rubbish) =P

i found some facts about ear WAX as well. if u are interested, u might want to click here to find out the things about ear wax and how to take care of ur ears.

ahh.. and as i am still on the topic of shit, this thing is funny..

cute right! haha. before i go on researching on about shit, i shall stop coz i came across this site and it's.. REAL DISGUSTING. i shan't pollute my blog any more. =P enjoy!

2007-03-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

kinds of people i hate:

people who think they are damn smart (HE no.2)
people who are irresponsible (HE no.1)
people who did something wrong and pushes the blame to others (HE no.1 & 2)
people who act on impulse without thinking
people who are extremely dao and ignores people straight in the face
people who have NO or poor sense of humour
people who are damn freaking irritating
people who snatches things from others (not literally)
people who are dishonest to a LARGE extent
people who really worked hard at home and complained that he didn't study in sch

all of the above has no ranking..

if u have the above TOP10 personality, please don't talk to me.
coz i won't talk to u.

i hate these kinds of people. makes my blood boils until my veins are breaking.

**

i feel that some people around me are wanting to "snatch" something that doesn't belong to them. they fall under PERSONALITIES-I-HATE no.8.

**

i'm not perfect. but at least i am not the above 10 mentioned. so i have a right to say. too bad, if u don agree. i'm in a pissed off mood right now.

2007-03-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

I JUST DISLIKE THESE 2 BLOODY PERSONS!

SO IT'S MY BLOODY FAULT IF I LEND HIM PEN AND HE LOST MY CAP? AND THAT BLOODY PEN IS SOME SUPER GOOD PEN WHICH I DON EVEN BEAR TO USE IT? IT'S MY BLOODY FAULT?!?!!?!

THE THING IS NOT ABOUT THE PEN.. THE THING IS ABOUT THE RESPONSIBILITY OF ADMITTING HIMSELF THAT HE HAS LOST MY CAP. WHO CARS ABOUT THAT PATHETIC 2 BUCKS PEN?!?!! U THINK I DON HAVE THE BLOODY MONEY TO BUY IT BLOODY AGAIN?!!?!

AND WHO THE BLOODY HELL U THINK U ARE TO TELL ME THAT I SHOULDN'T EVEN BE LENDING HIM THE PEN?! HE WAS THE ONE WHO BLOODY HELLY TOOK MY PEN WITHOUT MY PERMISSION OK! HE WAS THE BLOODY ASS ONE WHO TOOK MY PEN AND LOST THAT BLOODY CAP ON HIS OWN BLOODY SICKENING ASSHOLE ACCORD.

I WAS ALREADY DAMN PISSED WHEN HE (no.1) TOLD ME IT WAS MY RESPONSIBILITY TO GO STEAL A CAP AND REPLACE IT MYSELF. IT WASNT HIS FAULT THAT HE LOST MY CAP. IT WASN'T... YEA RIGHT! WHAT THE EFFING BLOODY HELL.

AND HERE COMES HIM (no.2) ARGUING WITH NO BLOODY SUPPORTING STAND SAYING THAT I'M SOME CHEAPO. PLEASSE LA, U IDIOT FREAKING IRRITATING PIECE OF SHIT. WHO CARES ABOUT THAT PEN?!?!! WHO CARES ABOUT THE MONEY?!! AND ALSO... U BLOODILY POKE UR BLOODY BLACK NOSE INTO THIS MATTER. IT'S NONE OF UR BLOODY-IRRITATING-SICKENING-SHITTING-IDOITING-BLACK BUSINESS!!!!

I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE THE ABOVE MENTIONED 2 WHO ARE FROM MY CG.

i'm not scared of u anybody reporting, neither am i scared of u reading this coz i got witnesses. u bloody asshloes. watch out. and don step on my toes again or i shall.........

ARGH!! I'M DAMN PISSED!! PLS DISAPPEAR FAR FAR AWASY FROM MY SIGHT. SHIT THE BOTH!

2007-03-05T10:45:00.000+08:00

stupid stupid stupid chem!!!

so many reagents and conditions
so many compounds
so many bloody lines to remember
so many questions so many topics
so many.. EVERYTHING

growls

i'm going mad but i'm still here blogging and blog-hopping and friendstering.

GAH!

this is the last thing i should be doing...

but i feel like watching movie. =P

totally spastic.. boo!

2007-03-05T10:41:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

zhirong: haha. i lazy to tell everybody ah.. heehee.
junn: u copy cat me lar. UR FREN? intro leh. haha. =P
yanqing: hey hottie!! i miss u too.. =( once every 2 months is pretty little huh!
joon tat: he hee heee. lol.
lin2: RELINKED!
cass: 'm going already. lol.
Dan: yes, i know le. lol.

2007-03-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

- saw puneet at bedok macs and talked to his friends

- his gf is pretty. =)

- waited for sebas for a BLOODY WHOLE HOUR!!

- asked him to teach me econs

- quite useless lar. =P

- saw bang coincidentally at bedok interchange

- ended up studying and (most of) talking with him

- learnt that marshmellow can be eaten from nutella fondue. lol

- realised actually bang and me are pretty different but we can click funnily. haha. =P

conclusion: quite a not-productive day, but i did my favourite thing -- talking.

on a totally random and malu note..

2007-03-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

pretty chocolates.. =)

2007-03-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

Asies RESULTS!!!

k, i think it sounds quite act cute, but i've been using '-sies' in whatever context; e.g.: Osies, fionasies blah blah.. haha. so pardon me. =P

the j3 guys really look damn different from the last time i saw them. ok, at least i know there's some obvious change to their entire figure that really made me think of going to NS. my senior got cut by a grand 15kg leh! it sure was hard work. but i bet he loves NS more than anything since i think, he was trying to shoo his massive weight anyway.

MJ did so well that everybody who was involved and NOT involved had to clap till their hands were red for the 3As and 4As and till butts were burnt. ms lai shook their hands until hers was... dirty from everybody's anxiety sweat. yea, ms lai's case was worse. and some damn surprising results. i can completely understand how they feel, coz we were actually all like this when we got ack our Osies.

J3s in the hall with the important teachers. J2s in LT4 & LT5 with not-so-important teachers. J1s wondering around with.. their own friends.quite interesting to see san dai tong tang in MJ ah. haha.

anyway,i was really damn scared when i got back my chinese result. i mean, who wouldn't feel it that way lar. when i walked to Dr alfie, she was telling me to sign up for re-taking of chinese..

at least i know it's gd for me to retake the chinese. =) i didn't waste my one yr after all, though i wasted 4 yrs in HCl. lol.

cheer up my friends who didn't get what u expected. CHINESE CAN'T GET U ANYWHERE!! it all depends on your other results, so muz chiong all the way ok! everybody jia yoU!!

2007-02-25T15:31:00.000+08:00

chingay is finally over. WOOHOO! ok, i don't know why i sound so happy when in actual fact, it contains a portion of sadness.

because of chingay, i get to know great friends
because of chingay, i get to know how organising chingay needs 11 months
because of chingay, i get to watch the parade upclose for free
becasue of chingay, i got 2 chingay shirts

there's so much things i learnt from chingay training and i loved all of them. but of course, i sound much happier because..

no more burnt out saturdays
no more listening to the chairman
no more seeing of HER
no more undone tutorials

yippee! i get all my saturdays back again! i can go shopping, swimming... EVERYTHING! =) heehee.

chingay ended off with a blast and yes, i have to admit, yesterday was superb! i truly enjoyed myself although i watched the parade for the 2nd time and although i fell asleep in the middle of the parade. haha.

before the parade started we saw some flea market going on beside the tentage (the place where we were supposed to gather at) behind cineleisure. i really wanted to check it out, but stupid rain came hogging its way through and we had to seek shelter. it was my first time seeing a flea market leh.. =(

ok, i took MANY photos yesterday coz SOMEBODY said i took too little. =P but i'm quite lazy to upload all ah.. here are the more highlighted ones!

this is only one small portion of the people and they are already squeezed until like that. so many people!!!

there are 3 teams with this tall tall thing. and i realised these 3 teams have feather dusters at the top of the tall thing. i think it's some sort of insulator to some electrical bulbs hanging from the trees.

AND I TELL YOU! these guys are super hot!! they got the looks, the bodies and i think the brains.. i hope. SO HOT!!!

the american babes are hot too! they were so high that they kept on dancing right infront of me. their boobs were like.. I DIDN'T MEAN TO LOOK OK!?! anyway, i saw this pathetic guy in the middle of the girls and he was like clapping awkwardly to the music. HAHA! so awkward..

ooh.. i like this too! the korean band. this band major looks super smart lar! she's a female somemore! it just make everything cooler. actually, i thought she led a male band (that's why i thought she's damn cool). but on closer look, i realised those are females. BUT! it doesn't make a less smart lar.. ok, maybe A LITTLE.

AND! THE MAIN HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!!

haha. i still think xinyi and i look damn alike. we think alike, do alike and.. OUR BIRTHDAYS ARE JUST 3 DAYS AWAY! how cool is that? =)

we celebrated the ending of chingay with alcohol. lol. it's funny, i know. but.. it's cool right! i think of the idea one leh. haha. doris, VOLDERMORT, xin yi and me sat outside some unknown building near cineleisure and toast to ourselves. SO FUN! we bought 2 bottles of alcohol and shared among ourselves. the % is so little that i don't even feel anything. i just felt like i was drinking some fizzy drink. but VOLDERMORT claimed that my face was red. lol.

muackx darlings, i love all of u! BYE CHINGAY! =)

2007-02-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

chingay parade preview was... a dread. we were bloody tired coz all had to stand for so bloody long hours. i couldn't believe that my legs really ached although i had my training of standing straight 10 hours last year. oh wells.

but i think it's worth it somehow. coz.. we got to watch the chingay parade for FREE! another plus plus point is that we got to watch it damn upclose to the pperformers. OMG! the dancers are so pretty and it made me come to a conclusion... after my Asies, i'm going to learn dancing to soften the bone for 6 months and get into NUS dance club. haha. ok, it's not as if i'm getting into NUS, but.. everybody live for a dream right? =P

i tell u.. the singapore team gym team is SUPER STRONG! they did the flip-flop thing in the air on the float. super dangerous.. but they are not from singapore team for nothing. SUPER COOL! all the songs they played really made me shook my butt. it's pretty unglam, coz i was standing infront of all the audience.. and they can see how i shook. lol.

before the parade..

the chingay people in ugly yellow ponchos

the 4 of us made a great team! haha. =) love u girls!! rachel, xinyi and doris.

we were actually not suppose to snap any pictures of the parade, so there's only a few of them. don tell anyone ah.. haha. =P

the top person holding on to the lion head is only a small kid. i think he's only around 7 lar! super cool! i wonder what i was doing when i was 7.

looking at all the performers, many are just small kids. this made me came to another conclusion: i must make my kids learn all the interesting things next time. so they'll be an expert in the field next time when they grow up. unlike me.. i've got nothing. haha.

chingay REAL parade to come tonight. woohoo!

ps: i feel like a mahjong-er. JIO ME TO PLAY!! haha.

2007-02-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

replies to tag:

captain: SORRY HOR! i'm not despo.. =.= i'm just commenting!
Dan: happy cny to u too! yea, thanks. and u are...?
redporridge: lol.. thank who? the conductor ah? he's ur senior leh. HAHA!
yun: no lar.. u've always been the damn handsome person on earth wat... on V day only. =P
xilef: LOL! yea, i know. haha. HAPPY CNY TO U TOO! lame on.. haha. =P
`fatiN: lol. aiya, just leave the past behind lor..
lins: lol.. no lar, coz i was touched by what u said mah. so i said DARLING! haha.
shuning: HEY!! muackx! miss u so much laar! haha. take care too! =))
pierre: =) handsome princess!
zhishen: lol. yea, my friends are loaded. HAHA!
jacob!: haha. YA! so fun... without u. bleahx.
hahas: hmmm.. u mean in the cny concert?!
kris: ya lor! love u babe!! =) YOU don forget, i wun forget one. haha. muackx!

-- HAPPY NEW YR PEOPLE!

2007-02-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

sigh.. today is already the last day of New Year holidays. why is time passing so fast? damn. i've got tons of work to catch up lar.. GRR! >.<

18Feb07 Sunday

first day of chinese new year. actually, i wasn't very looking forward to new year because.. i didn't buy very pretty clothes this year. =P haha.

anyway, we went to grandma's house in the morning, then to my 2nd aunt's house, then to my 1st aunt's house. basically, it's tv tv tv all the way. super boring laa.. i can't believe it, i glued my eyes to the tv from morning till night. it's already 11pm plus when we were ready to leave the last house.

as tradition counts, the ONG family went to watch midnight movie together i forgot the movie name already, but it's about some twins thing. it's not a bad show, but what i really wanted to watch is the fann wong in government show. ok, i'm bad at movie names.

reached home at around 2 plus and i even thought of doing work. but i was damn tired, so forget it. lol. there goes 1 day wasted..

19Feb07 Monday

this is what i wore to my 1st uncle's house. normal shirt and some old jeans. lol.

count myself lucky, all my cousins' age lie around mine. the eldest is 26 (i think) and the youngest is 14. our topics are quite linkable, which is actually.. clubbing and NS. lol.

went to my grandpa's stall after a while and had our early dinner there. like last year, our dinner is some pizza hut food. actually all of us were pretty full and the adults were like trying to gorge one another with beer. OMG

the real fun begins when we arrived at my 2nd uncle's house. GAMBLING! no lar, i'm not a gambler, nor an alcoholic. but it's only during CNY season that we are allowed to gamble and drink legally, as in me. hoho. i won 18 bucks. yippee! =)

20Feb07 Tuesday

went to my 2nd uncle's house again for lunch. i was waiting for everybody to come, so that i can win money again. but i went off to kai hua's house earlier than everyone else arrived. and still to think that i could win more money. but NO! i lost!! i lost to bloody cx. grr... i lost half of my winnings to him.. boo!! but i learnt mahjong instantly from kai hua. hoho. she very patient! coz i asked my cousins to teach me, they didn't want to lar! =.=

i was feeling damn sinful when we were playing halfway. quite wet blanket ah, but i couldn't help but kept ranting about unfinished work. call me a last minut-er. >.<

I NEED TO GO WORK NOW! happy CNY to all again! =)

2007-02-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

ok, i think this looks a little bit like shit, but u know what i mean la hor? cheers!! =)

2007-02-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

so many people are getting attached..

even the most impossible ones. oh damn.

2007-02-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

16feb2007 spells.. LOVE!

woke up early in the morning, ok i wasn't counted early but it was still early la, and went to sch for the cny concert. damn early laa.. we have to reach school at 630am and i was just a wee bit late. haha. =P

i think the co has really improved alot, including our student conductor. at least, there is a shimmer of hope for co. oh god. the concert ended off with everybody getting so high and laughing. wat a great yr ahead.

the co was was 'invited' to do some cip for the cerebal palsy school. as we were waiting for the time to come, jenny, elvia, geraldyne, wen yuan and me were making damn lots of noise and playing and chatting. i tink we were like outcasted from the other co people. lol.

jun wei is like a bloody retard lar. he's so funny! always spoiling the image of zhou jie lun. haha.

went off lunching with 11 people. we squeezed into the hong kong restaurant at the hidden area of white sands, with expensive food and lousy service. i think everybody was kinda pissed coz of the long wait, and adding on to that, the lousy service. WE WERE ALL HUNGRY. i kept really quiet because.. i also donnoe why. omg. anyway, i went off early to meet.. S.A.M.Y!

first time i reached damn early, because i forgot i set my watch to 7 minutes earlier than the usual time. haha. so i had a few minutes of sorangness to myself. lol. i walked around tampines interchange to and fro. worse! i saw meridians, who saw me alone. oh boy! tt feeling of loneliness sucked! haha.

keng and audrey came first, so we went shopping around TM. omg. it's been so long since i see them. actually, not that long lar, the last i saw keng was last nov and last time i saw audrey was just a few weeks ago. mel was the longest since i last saw. last oct? i cant rmbr..

as we were walking around, WE SAW 2 GROUPS OF PRSSians!! so coincidental! before we saw them, these 2 groups also saw each other! then as were making so much noise, we attracted even MORE groups of people. wow. it's so coincidental!! hahha. love u guys!

donoe why, but keng said she's tired, so we went into pizza hut to wait for mel and take pictures..

mel came after MUCH wait, and we started to order food. keng was famished. while waiting, audrey and i went off to buy some printer ink for her dad. and i came to know things that have been bothering her. and i realise our situation is pretty much the same. oh wells.

we made so much noise in pizza hut and the people in there omgly joined in. haha. so fun! celebrating birthdays in pizza hut can give u a complimentary ice cream! cool huh! next time we shall go celebrate birthdays there. haha.

let the photos do the talking..

polar didn't give us any candle standers, so we had to tap on our creative juice to put the candles. audrey came up with the idea to put the candles on the plastic. it's like so brilliant lar! seriously, i think that invention is damn cool! HOHO.

we took hell lots of pretty photos! babes, i love u all

btw, i think my camera is much better than audrey's. haha. =P

and audrey gave me this:

the cutest thing that ever survived on this earth. thanks babe!

i wanna be with u all for as long as i can lived. <333

2007-02-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

junn: here i am, darling! i'm returning you my everything all over again! :)
xiaoya: muackx! i read urs too! haha. take lots of care hor. cheers~
zhirong: thanks for being there, darl! :)
S: lol.. u maid lor. hahha! =P
kris: haha. yupps! in no time, i'll be the cheerful me again. andwe shall form happy kingdom.haha
S: THANKS BABE! love you too, and i wouln't wan u as my partner.. ICE~ haha
ser: MUACKX! :)
cass: hmm.. nope, i'm not. u?
Daniel: hey! haha. ya lar, i know liao. haha. thanks for apprciating, coz actually i think it's quite ugly. LOL!

-- i love my friends

2007-02-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

wah... i stayed up late to do the labelling and stuff. i thought i did quite alot.. but when i got to school, i realised other people, even some guys, put MORE effort than me in the packaging of the gifts. so sweet! mj was filled with love today. =)

this is the bestest valentine's day i ever had!

thanks hui jun for the lovely flower and the quite qian da msg. haha.
thanks zul dar for the choc, pen and note
thanks pierre and bang for the lovely flowers, merci and card
thanks mr wong for the valentine's bear

thanks jenny for the pretty blue flower and the postcard
thanks yun long for the flower, u are DAMN HANDSOME
thanks crystal for the hazelnut choc special for me
thanks yun ling for the rocher, esp for me
THANKS darling for the choc, the card and the note that made me feel strong.
thank you everybody for the lovely lovely things all of you gave me. made me feel so loved. thank yOU! =)

went to tm to have dinner with my dearest co people. thanks for spending the singles' night out together. i love you guys. MUACKX!

may all couples be sweet and happy tgt
may all singles staying happy still

LOVE LOVE LOVE! =)

2007-02-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

case closed.

i don wan to talk about that thing anymore.

2007-02-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

ooooo

i'm so dangerous, pls stay away from me!

beware, i play OFFICE POLITICS... because i WAS a councillor. hoho. so funny. like, pls go to hell.

pls beware, i may be smiling at you, but backstabbing you all the while (as quoted from some BACKSTABBER). thanks for ruining my reputation. thanks, i love u so much. =.=

some person said that i play office politics just because i WAS a councillor. (note that i WAS). so it means anybody with high position plays office politics? means.. u do too? u are so contradicting.

and still to think u told me, TRUST IS SOMETHING DIFFICULT TO GET BACK. hoho. thanks ah thanks, WHO'S TRUSTING WHO?! u tell me. thanks for spreading this thing to everybody. thanks, i love you so much. =.=

now, everybody thinks i'm a bad person. it's just because some stupid nonsense u heard. the thing is, u didn't even clarify with me. the thing is u din even trust me in the beginning. the thing is.. u think i'm in the wrong all the while. ok, everything IS my fault. HAPPY!?

i'm damn pissed.

whatever it is, thanks to those who supported me all the while. thanks darlings. =) i know you guys trust me, i know you guys believe in me and i know u guys are not like THEM. thanks for everything u guys did to me. muackx.

but still, i'm damn pissed.

the more i hear, the more i get pissed. and the stories get worse. and it's all from ur mouth. if u not happy, just come straight to me. DON'T HAVE TO BACK STAB ME.

when i imagine how people react to u, i will think that their first reaction will be: "HUH!? i din know she's liddat one leh." it's enough to hurt me. u don have to go to this extent.

whatever u may think i'm going to be, i wun care anymore. i'm not going to let you spoil my relationship with my other friends. u've done enough to me. i'm going to let this matter rest. not because u have forgiven me, but is ME who has forgiven you. just u rmbr for wat u have done.

spread all u want, readers. i don care. so long as i know my close friends do care about me, i'm contended. at least i have my best friends with me all the while. fakers, u jolly well know what u bloody helly are spreading. spread all you want.

I DON CARE!

2007-02-10T23:26:00.001+08:00

yay! chingay chingay!

doris made my hair look so great!!

woohoo!

went off looking for v day presents with doris and shi lin. we had so much fun choosing this and that. haha. i love u girls! muackx. :)

V DAY IS COMING~~

2007-02-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

i ain't a emo queen and i don wan to be.. but just let me be a little bit ok? thank you.

when i keep quiet, just leave me alone.
walk beside me, but don't ask 'what happened?'
i appreciate you kindness, but just don't ask.
because i wun tell. i just want to suffer on my own.
i don want to bring unhappiness to people around me.
but i need your support.
thank you friends who showered your love on me.

thanks jacob for that bar of wonderful hazelnut choc
thanks pierre for letting me vent my anger on you
thanks bang for listening attentively to me
thanks shilin for making me laugh
thanks jenny who constantly check whether i am ok
thanks yun ling (in advance) for promising me a bar of choc
thanks to kristin and jie shi for giving me wonderful but i-wun-do advices
thanks to all the guys who wanted to lend their shoulders
thanks to those who saw my upset face and immediately siamed away

thank you, my friends. i do appreciate all of you. thanks. it's appreciation that made me learnt my lesson.

just when i was about to fall, you lent me your hands. the hands that are so strong and firm and i so want to hold on to it for so long you let it go just like that and left me with no directions. now, i'm an emo queen. oh so great. i'm not blaming you, i know it's my fault. but.. oh well. you'll never understand. maybe... i'll also never understand. BUT i do learn my lesson.

i'm a more intelligent person now. i don want to think about this anymore. HELP!

2007-02-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO! welcome to my new blog! =)