beautiful disaster

Sunday, February 25, 2007

3:31 PM

chingay is finally over. WOOHOO! ok, i don't know why i sound so happy when in actual fact, it contains a portion of sadness.

because of chingay, i get to know great friends
because of chingay, i get to know how organising chingay needs 11 months
because of chingay, i get to watch the parade upclose for free
becasue of chingay, i got 2 chingay shirts

there's so much things i learnt from chingay training and i loved all of them. but of course, i sound much happier because..

no more burnt out saturdays
no more listening to the chairman
no more seeing of HER
no more undone tutorials

yippee! i get all my saturdays back again! i can go shopping, swimming... EVERYTHING! =) heehee.

chingay ended off with a blast and yes, i have to admit, yesterday was superb! i truly enjoyed myself although i watched the parade for the 2nd time and although i fell asleep in the middle of the parade. haha.

before the parade started we saw some flea market going on beside the tentage (the place where we were supposed to gather at) behind cineleisure. i really wanted to check it out, but stupid rain came hogging its way through and we had to seek shelter. it was my first time seeing a flea market leh.. =(

ok, i took MANY photos yesterday coz SOMEBODY said i took too little. =P but i'm quite lazy to upload all ah.. here are the more highlighted ones!

this is only one small portion of the people and they are already squeezed until like that. so many people!!!

there are 3 teams with this tall tall thing. and i realised these 3 teams have feather dusters at the top of the tall thing. i think it's some sort of insulator to some electrical bulbs hanging from the trees.

AND I TELL YOU! these guys are super hot!! they got the looks, the bodies and i think the brains.. i hope. SO HOT!!!

the american babes are hot too! they were so high that they kept on dancing right infront of me. their boobs were like.. I DIDN'T MEAN TO LOOK OK!?! anyway, i saw this pathetic guy in the middle of the girls and he was like clapping awkwardly to the music. HAHA! so awkward..

ooh.. i like this too! the korean band. this band major looks super smart lar! she's a female somemore! it just make everything cooler. actually, i thought she led a male band (that's why i thought she's damn cool). but on closer look, i realised those are females. BUT! it doesn't make a less smart lar.. ok, maybe A LITTLE.

AND! THE MAIN HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!!

haha. i still think xinyi and i look damn alike. we think alike, do alike and.. OUR BIRTHDAYS ARE JUST 3 DAYS AWAY! how cool is that? =)

we celebrated the ending of chingay with alcohol. lol. it's funny, i know. but.. it's cool right! i think of the idea one leh. haha. doris, VOLDERMORT, xin yi and me sat outside some unknown building near cineleisure and toast to ourselves. SO FUN! we bought 2 bottles of alcohol and shared among ourselves. the % is so little that i don't even feel anything. i just felt like i was drinking some fizzy drink. but VOLDERMORT claimed that my face was red. lol.

muackx darlings, i love all of u! BYE CHINGAY! =)

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

10:52 PM

chingay parade preview was... a dread. we were bloody tired coz all had to stand for so bloody long hours. i couldn't believe that my legs really ached although i had my training of standing straight 10 hours last year. oh wells.

but i think it's worth it somehow. coz.. we got to watch the chingay parade for FREE! another plus plus point is that we got to watch it damn upclose to the pperformers. OMG! the dancers are so pretty and it made me come to a conclusion... after my Asies, i'm going to learn dancing to soften the bone for 6 months and get into NUS dance club. haha. ok, it's not as if i'm getting into NUS, but.. everybody live for a dream right? =P

i tell u.. the singapore team gym team is SUPER STRONG! they did the flip-flop thing in the air on the float. super dangerous.. but they are not from singapore team for nothing. SUPER COOL! all the songs they played really made me shook my butt. it's pretty unglam, coz i was standing infront of all the audience.. and they can see how i shook. lol.

before the parade..

the chingay people in ugly yellow ponchos

the 4 of us made a great team! haha. =) love u girls!! rachel, xinyi and doris.

we were actually not suppose to snap any pictures of the parade, so there's only a few of them. don tell anyone ah.. haha. =P

the top person holding on to the lion head is only a small kid. i think he's only around 7 lar! super cool! i wonder what i was doing when i was 7.

looking at all the performers, many are just small kids. this made me came to another conclusion: i must make my kids learn all the interesting things next time. so they'll be an expert in the field next time when they grow up. unlike me.. i've got nothing. haha.

chingay REAL parade to come tonight. woohoo!

ps: i feel like a mahjong-er. JIO ME TO PLAY!! haha.

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

7:58 PM

replies to tag:

captain: SORRY HOR! i'm not despo.. =.= i'm just commenting!
Dan: happy cny to u too! yea, thanks. and u are...?
redporridge: lol.. thank who? the conductor ah? he's ur senior leh. HAHA!
yun: no lar.. u've always been the damn handsome person on earth wat... on V day only. =P
xilef: LOL! yea, i know. haha. HAPPY CNY TO U TOO! lame on.. haha. =P
`fatiN: lol. aiya, just leave the past behind lor..
lins: lol.. no lar, coz i was touched by what u said mah. so i said DARLING! haha.
shuning: HEY!! muackx! miss u so much laar! haha. take care too! =))
pierre: =) handsome princess!
zhishen: lol. yea, my friends are loaded. HAHA!
jacob!: haha. YA! so fun... without u. bleahx.
hahas: hmmm.. u mean in the cny concert?!
kris: ya lor! love u babe!! =) YOU don forget, i wun forget one. haha. muackx!

-- HAPPY NEW YR PEOPLE!

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

10:29 PM

sigh.. today is already the last day of New Year holidays. why is time passing so fast? damn. i've got tons of work to catch up lar.. GRR! >.<

18Feb07 Sunday

first day of chinese new year. actually, i wasn't very looking forward to new year because.. i didn't buy very pretty clothes this year. =P haha.

anyway, we went to grandma's house in the morning, then to my 2nd aunt's house, then to my 1st aunt's house. basically, it's tv tv tv all the way. super boring laa.. i can't believe it, i glued my eyes to the tv from morning till night. it's already 11pm plus when we were ready to leave the last house.

as tradition counts, the ONG family went to watch midnight movie together i forgot the movie name already, but it's about some twins thing. it's not a bad show, but what i really wanted to watch is the fann wong in government show. ok, i'm bad at movie names.

reached home at around 2 plus and i even thought of doing work. but i was damn tired, so forget it. lol. there goes 1 day wasted..

19Feb07 Monday

this is what i wore to my 1st uncle's house. normal shirt and some old jeans. lol.

count myself lucky, all my cousins' age lie around mine. the eldest is 26 (i think) and the youngest is 14. our topics are quite linkable, which is actually.. clubbing and NS. lol.

went to my grandpa's stall after a while and had our early dinner there. like last year, our dinner is some pizza hut food. actually all of us were pretty full and the adults were like trying to gorge one another with beer. OMG

the real fun begins when we arrived at my 2nd uncle's house. GAMBLING! no lar, i'm not a gambler, nor an alcoholic. but it's only during CNY season that we are allowed to gamble and drink legally, as in me. hoho. i won 18 bucks. yippee! =)

20Feb07 Tuesday

went to my 2nd uncle's house again for lunch. i was waiting for everybody to come, so that i can win money again. but i went off to kai hua's house earlier than everyone else arrived. and still to think that i could win more money. but NO! i lost!! i lost to bloody cx. grr... i lost half of my winnings to him.. boo!! but i learnt mahjong instantly from kai hua. hoho. she very patient! coz i asked my cousins to teach me, they didn't want to lar! =.=

i was feeling damn sinful when we were playing halfway. quite wet blanket ah, but i couldn't help but kept ranting about unfinished work. call me a last minut-er. >.<

I NEED TO GO WORK NOW! happy CNY to all again! =)

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

2:23 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

ok, i think this looks a little bit like shit, but u know what i mean la hor? cheers!! =)

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

12:29 PM

so many people are getting attached..

even the most impossible ones. oh damn.

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Friday, February 16, 2007

11:48 PM

16feb2007 spells.. LOVE!

woke up early in the morning, ok i wasn't counted early but it was still early la, and went to sch for the cny concert. damn early laa.. we have to reach school at 630am and i was just a wee bit late. haha. =P

i think the co has really improved alot, including our student conductor. at least, there is a shimmer of hope for co. oh god. the concert ended off with everybody getting so high and laughing. wat a great yr ahead.

the co was was 'invited' to do some cip for the cerebal palsy school. as we were waiting for the time to come, jenny, elvia, geraldyne, wen yuan and me were making damn lots of noise and playing and chatting. i tink we were like outcasted from the other co people. lol.

jun wei is like a bloody retard lar. he's so funny! always spoiling the image of zhou jie lun. haha.

went off lunching with 11 people. we squeezed into the hong kong restaurant at the hidden area of white sands, with expensive food and lousy service. i think everybody was kinda pissed coz of the long wait, and adding on to that, the lousy service. WE WERE ALL HUNGRY. i kept really quiet because.. i also donnoe why. omg. anyway, i went off early to meet.. S.A.M.Y!

first time i reached damn early, because i forgot i set my watch to 7 minutes earlier than the usual time. haha. so i had a few minutes of sorangness to myself. lol. i walked around tampines interchange to and fro. worse! i saw meridians, who saw me alone. oh boy! tt feeling of loneliness sucked! haha.

keng and audrey came first, so we went shopping around TM. omg. it's been so long since i see them. actually, not that long lar, the last i saw keng was last nov and last time i saw audrey was just a few weeks ago. mel was the longest since i last saw. last oct? i cant rmbr..

as we were walking around, WE SAW 2 GROUPS OF PRSSians!! so coincidental! before we saw them, these 2 groups also saw each other! then as were making so much noise, we attracted even MORE groups of people. wow. it's so coincidental!! hahha. love u guys!

donoe why, but keng said she's tired, so we went into pizza hut to wait for mel and take pictures..

mel came after MUCH wait, and we started to order food. keng was famished. while waiting, audrey and i went off to buy some printer ink for her dad. and i came to know things that have been bothering her. and i realise our situation is pretty much the same. oh wells.

we made so much noise in pizza hut and the people in there omgly joined in. haha. so fun! celebrating birthdays in pizza hut can give u a complimentary ice cream! cool huh! next time we shall go celebrate birthdays there. haha.

let the photos do the talking..

polar didn't give us any candle standers, so we had to tap on our creative juice to put the candles. audrey came up with the idea to put the candles on the plastic. it's like so brilliant lar! seriously, i think that invention is damn cool! HOHO.

we took hell lots of pretty photos! babes, i love u all

btw, i think my camera is much better than audrey's. haha. =P

and audrey gave me this:

the cutest thing that ever survived on this earth. thanks babe!

i wanna be with u all for as long as i can lived. <333

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12:10 AM

tag replies:

junn: here i am, darling! i'm returning you my everything all over again! :)
xiaoya: muackx! i read urs too! haha. take lots of care hor. cheers~
zhirong: thanks for being there, darl! :)
S: lol.. u maid lor. hahha! =P
kris: haha. yupps! in no time, i'll be the cheerful me again. andwe shall form happy kingdom.haha
S: THANKS BABE! love you too, and i wouln't wan u as my partner.. ICE~ haha
ser: MUACKX! :)
cass: hmm.. nope, i'm not. u?
Daniel: hey! haha. ya lar, i know liao. haha. thanks for apprciating, coz actually i think it's quite ugly. LOL!

-- i love my friends

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

11:35 PM

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

wah... i stayed up late to do the labelling and stuff. i thought i did quite alot.. but when i got to school, i realised other people, even some guys, put MORE effort than me in the packaging of the gifts. so sweet! mj was filled with love today. =)

this is the bestest valentine's day i ever had!

thanks hui jun for the lovely flower and the quite qian da msg. haha.
thanks zul dar for the choc, pen and note
thanks pierre and bang for the lovely flowers, merci and card
thanks mr wong for the valentine's bear

thanks jenny for the pretty blue flower and the postcard
thanks yun long for the flower, u are DAMN HANDSOME
thanks crystal for the hazelnut choc special for me
thanks yun ling for the rocher, esp for me
THANKS darling for the choc, the card and the note that made me feel strong.
thank you everybody for the lovely lovely things all of you gave me. made me feel so loved. thank yOU! =)

went to tm to have dinner with my dearest co people. thanks for spending the singles' night out together. i love you guys. MUACKX!

may all couples be sweet and happy tgt
may all singles staying happy still

LOVE LOVE LOVE! =)

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

11:48 PM

case closed.

i don wan to talk about that thing anymore.

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Monday, February 12, 2007

11:04 PM

ooooo

i'm so dangerous, pls stay away from me!

beware, i play OFFICE POLITICS... because i WAS a councillor. hoho. so funny. like, pls go to hell.

pls beware, i may be smiling at you, but backstabbing you all the while (as quoted from some BACKSTABBER). thanks for ruining my reputation. thanks, i love u so much. =.=

some person said that i play office politics just because i WAS a councillor. (note that i WAS). so it means anybody with high position plays office politics? means.. u do too? u are so contradicting.

and still to think u told me, TRUST IS SOMETHING DIFFICULT TO GET BACK. hoho. thanks ah thanks, WHO'S TRUSTING WHO?! u tell me. thanks for spreading this thing to everybody. thanks, i love you so much. =.=

now, everybody thinks i'm a bad person. it's just because some stupid nonsense u heard. the thing is, u didn't even clarify with me. the thing is u din even trust me in the beginning. the thing is.. u think i'm in the wrong all the while. ok, everything IS my fault. HAPPY!?

i'm damn pissed.

whatever it is, thanks to those who supported me all the while. thanks darlings. =) i know you guys trust me, i know you guys believe in me and i know u guys are not like THEM. thanks for everything u guys did to me. muackx.

but still, i'm damn pissed.

the more i hear, the more i get pissed. and the stories get worse. and it's all from ur mouth. if u not happy, just come straight to me. DON'T HAVE TO BACK STAB ME.

when i imagine how people react to u, i will think that their first reaction will be: "HUH!? i din know she's liddat one leh." it's enough to hurt me. u don have to go to this extent.

whatever u may think i'm going to be, i wun care anymore. i'm not going to let you spoil my relationship with my other friends. u've done enough to me. i'm going to let this matter rest. not because u have forgiven me, but is ME who has forgiven you. just u rmbr for wat u have done.

spread all u want, readers. i don care. so long as i know my close friends do care about me, i'm contended. at least i have my best friends with me all the while. fakers, u jolly well know what u bloody helly are spreading. spread all you want.

I DON CARE!

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

11:26 PM

yay! chingay chingay!

doris made my hair look so great!!

woohoo!

went off looking for v day presents with doris and shi lin. we had so much fun choosing this and that. haha. i love u girls! muackx. :)

V DAY IS COMING~~

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Friday, February 09, 2007

11:50 PM

i ain't a emo queen and i don wan to be.. but just let me be a little bit ok? thank you.

when i keep quiet, just leave me alone.
walk beside me, but don't ask 'what happened?'
i appreciate you kindness, but just don't ask.
because i wun tell. i just want to suffer on my own.
i don want to bring unhappiness to people around me.
but i need your support.
thank you friends who showered your love on me.

thanks jacob for that bar of wonderful hazelnut choc
thanks pierre for letting me vent my anger on you
thanks bang for listening attentively to me
thanks shilin for making me laugh
thanks jenny who constantly check whether i am ok
thanks yun ling (in advance) for promising me a bar of choc
thanks to kristin and jie shi for giving me wonderful but i-wun-do advices
thanks to all the guys who wanted to lend their shoulders
thanks to those who saw my upset face and immediately siamed away

thank you, my friends. i do appreciate all of you. thanks. it's appreciation that made me learnt my lesson.

just when i was about to fall, you lent me your hands. the hands that are so strong and firm and i so want to hold on to it for so long you let it go just like that and left me with no directions. now, i'm an emo queen. oh so great. i'm not blaming you, i know it's my fault. but.. oh well. you'll never understand. maybe... i'll also never understand. BUT i do learn my lesson.

i'm a more intelligent person now. i don want to think about this anymore. HELP!

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

3:17 PM

HELLO! welcome to my new blog! =)

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