11:54 AM

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11:54 AM

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10:57 AM

shilin said i look like a principal.. thanks ah, thanks.

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replies to tags:
kris: u where got fat lar!?! u are like a bamboo already lar! don't show off ur thin-ness to me lar. HAHA!
S: ahh... there's not a need to. coz i love you too! no wonder u are getting fat too. eh?! nono.. u are not even fat lar. stupid la, the 2 of u! boo.. i hate thin people!!
Dan: haha. KPO!

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10:22 AM

let me tell you a story..

one day (actually, it's today), a girl dressed up in blue uniform, all prepared to go school and decided she should wear spectacles for the day since her contact lens was dued. while she stepped out of the house, her every-morning-must-meet kaki smsed her to tell her to go school alone because she was having some problems with her stomach. suay as she already is (by wearing specs and not having to go school with her stomachache-friend), she had to look up at the MRT board which flashes 2minutes for the arrival of the next train towards Pasir Ris. she dashed up the escalator with full might and... and... and...


omg, it was indeed embarrassing. but she had to brace herself up and chiong for the coming train. so she topped up her negative valued card and ran up another flight of escalator again. blood was dripping from her shin and mind you, it's thick dark red blood oozing out. scratches are found at both her shins and her thigh. alone and in pain, she shivered. and of all people she had to see, she saw this oh-so-you-fell?-you-are-like-omg-damn-clumsy person. that person kept insisted that she was clumsy so she fell, without even asking how she was, let alone lending a hand for her to lean on. luckily, she met her other 2 friends at the MRT station and helped her. thanks.

understatement of the day:


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so here i am, sitting in front of the computer, typing what happened in that few hours of the morning (and just realized that it's STILL in the morning), while others are in school having lessons. what a self-declared holiday.

coincidentally, my stomachache-friend is also not in school. get well soon, girl! =)

i think i'm still lucky in a sense that i could use this day to touch up on all those i've not covered from the collected-dust pile of work. so off i go, first thing to clean off the dust and start working on my pile, while waiting for the boyfriend to pop by. =)

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12:17 PM

it has been on my mind all this while..

is it true that being in love will make someone fatter?

i've been ALOT fatter, i admit. i cannot believe it! though i haven't fish out the weighing machine from the webbed storeroom, i still feel my fats clinging onto me like a koala bear to a tree. i hate being fat, really. i have been eating well after 8pm everyday for dinner and sleeping right after that because i feel tired. is it me or is it just the love, like everyone has been comforting me about?

actually i should feel happy. because if the above question is true, it means that i'm in SO MUCH love. but at the same time, i feel sad when i feel fat. so.. should i feel happy or sad? it's so contradicting!

i asked THE BOY one day about this and i came to this conclusion.. i want to be in love and thin at the same time, though it's pretty much difficult. oh wells. i should just start my gym-ing and swimming soon. so i can be healthy, in love and thin at the same time. my true happiness. =) haha.

i hate public holidays because i cannot meet up with him because i have to go out with my family because today is my parents' 20th anniversary because they fell in love when they were teenagers because they were attractive to each other because... yea, and the story goes on. i think i'm sick -- love sick to be exact. BOO!

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