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26mar07 Monday

went to TM with Bang, thinking of catching a movie. but we just walked around and had dinner. and we did the most fascinating thing that i have ever done on a weekday -- walked back home all the way from TM. i think it was kind of a 2-hour walk, but the walk somehow seemed short. maybe my legs grew longer? hmm.. =)


28mar07 Wednesday

CO recruitment is dead. i think this time the numbers dropped really drastic. i'm getting really worried for CO. i have been feeling like this all the while, but recently i seriously think that we should not be showing our fright to the public, this really give the impression that CO is not doing well.

issues of me not even showing any tinge of stress of CO not getting good results for SYF is going around like nobody's business. i said, it's not me not being stress or what. it's me being optimistic and trying to cheer you guys up. who doesn't feel stress when their own cca is turning upside down? i'm even more worried than you, i'm even more stressed than you. other ccas are facing problems too, but do we know? do we have to be so transparent as to let other people know how we are doing, how bad we are doing, in fact? it's not the right time.

instead of having the politics coming all over again, why not we join our hands together and and work hard in fighting for ourselves in achieving what we really want for CO? isn't this a better choice?

damn, i'm tired of all these.


29mar07 Thursday

the exploring nerve strikes yet again, on a wrong day though. Bang and i decided to climb the 'hill' towards AHS and 'explore' around. i've been living in this area for around 5 years and i still don't know how the nearest block of flats look like, let alone it's block number. i'm not a direction idiot, it's just that my family don't really go round exploring what's there or not. now, i really want to get the feel of what a real neighborhood should be like. yes, it's on a wrong day. but nevertheless, we did it. =)

headed down to block85 (the only real block number i know) and had dinner. i realize i kept eating dinner nowadays when actually i could skip them last time. i always thought i could skip any meals without feeling hungry till the next meal, but i realize i can't now. i fear that gastric pains will come knocking into me again so i have to spend the money on food. i used to think that spending money on food is a total waste, but come to think of it, it's a blessing to EAT even the simplest food.

on the other hand, maybe i am influenced by the people i hang out with nowadays. they eat alot. they don't even feel full when they actually ate more than i do. the worse thing is: THEY ARE NOT FAT! damn. i hate these people.GRR! maybe i should hang out with anorexic(s)...

30mar07 Friday

big ugly spots crawled onto my skin while i was having CO practice. i was totally freaked out. they were so itchy that i felt like gunning my spots-infected-legs down. thanks to jenny, geraldyne and those who strongly scolded me for scratching. i know the scoldings are for my own good, but they are too itchy ah, i had no choice.

CO ended with a 2hour exco meeting. quite alot of things settled, i hope. this should at least rest some of our minds.

31mar07 Saturday

met up with jie shi to fix fatin's birthday present early (no, i mean lately. because i was late. SORRY!). we had a hard time trying to hide those censored girl's stuff from the public in LJS while at the same time trying to rush to meet the other 3 girls. on the whole, i think the box looks pretty impressive. =) thanks to the most creative 2: jie shi and me. *grins*


headed down to far east with jie shi, meeting up with lin2, kristin and fatin to have the much craved... FRIED MARS BARS!


it's not bad, but i still think the calamari rings are better. =) i'm a sotong fan! heehee.

when we saw the neoprint shop, we were screaming like mad little girls (but we are 18), just because we haven't been spending money on neoprints. haha. and i seriously think the neoprints turn out really pretty! i love the girls! we passed fatin's present to her and boy, should have taped down her expression. haha. i think the inside is pretty interesting huh! =)

oh oh! and we see an interesting affair going on. had a little chat with the interesting couple and we, being girls, blatantly insisted that they should be together and we went on with our own shopping.

some auntie mistook us for 12 years' old girls. =.= should i feel insulted or happy? but i was damn shocked when even kristin was mistook for being 12 years' old. it's not that kristin looks old, but really, 12 YEARS'?! we are not that young lar. or maybe, we DO look THAT young.

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mr wong called my mama to tell her that i am underachieving in chem. as expected, she's not too happy about that. but she didn't know that MORE teachers will be calling her. damn. i just hope the teachers don't really bad mouth about me, if not i'll die of a horrible death. actually, i deserve it la. i really didn't put in any effort for block test and i just totally sucked lar. i have no idea, i think i've gone stupid. no matter how much attention i paid in lecture now, i still don't get what the lecturer is talking about; especially physics. i'm in such hot shit soup and i think my As will be dead if i still don't buck up. damn.

some angel, please descend to help me. =(

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