10:34 AM

a week ago, i sat in front of the computer thinking of what to type for the past week. and now, i'm here a week later, thinking of what to type for the past week again. i think week-posting is not a very good idea, it reminds me of my poor memory.

i think lessons are interesting when the teachers can relate really well with the students, where jokes and serious things are clearly and un-clearly defined at the same time. argh, the contradictory. thank you, teacher, for opening up my mind and allowing me to think more clearly. the talk with you made an impact to me. thank you.

wei jin's 18th birthday swensen's ice cream cake by Mr wong. =)

i seriously sucks at standing broad jump. boo. i need stronger legs to jump more than my height. boo. i have to retake the bloody 6 items in May all over again. boo. with my results from the other stations, i can well get a GOLD la! boo. i have to re-run my 2.4km, when i ran less than 15 minutes this time. boo. i have to break my own record again. boo. how many records do i have to break? boo. but never mind, at least i have the integrity.

i got my new 3-in-1 printer!! =)

getting pissed every now and then by even the smallest matter. i think my temper has been trained to become worse. i used to be tolerant and not giving any attitude
to just anybody. oh wells. i think i'm a freak. at times, i just show my attitude and not care about anything that is happening around me; but i think it is worse off when i'm truly feeling down yet i still have to put on a cheerful front so that nobody asks me what happened. i want people to care about me, at the same time, i don't. i just need someone to understand me, but i think there's none.

the east zone concert cordially put up by MJ, VJ and TPJ was 21APR, yesterday. this is the first time that i didn't ask any of my friends to the concert. this is the first time that i sold the least tickets. this is the first time that i only play a teeny weeny part in a concert. when i receive my tickets, i just passed them to my parents and asked them to go, because my brother was going to perform solo for that concert. i bet they went for my brother. oh wells.

the full guan yue

i was angry, pissed and tired yesterday. i told you about my fiery temper nowadays. why can't some just understand?! at most times, i mix angriness and sadness together. i think they go together. but, i hate it when people conclude that i'm just tired when i'm not. i hate it when people conclude that i'm just angry when i'm not. i hate it when people just... don't understand anything. ARGH! i'm difficult to understand lar.

randomly,
i want my girlfriends to go shopping with me. i want to do my shopping! i want shopping to take my sadness away. shopping is my drug. i want to dress up prettily and go shoppingggggggg. i so want to whine. i think i neglect my girlfriends a lot lately. i should make time for them. i hate school work.

this is the most spastic series of photos i took this week. credits to yun long who tried to look angry..


and the result of sleeping on the sofa on a tired night..




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now, i begin to wonder.. whether i'm right at my decision.

oh damn it.

looking forward